Laziness

Sometimes we find inspiration in the oddest places and sometimes we’re just too lazy to act upon it. That would be me today as I had a particularly delicious moment with a friend where conversation and company were just in a lovely harmony when BAM! For a moment I sit back in my chair with a smirk and go “Baby, you still got it. Oh yeah you do…” not that I really talk to myself that way but I came really damn close to it. All at once I wanted to get notes organized, I wanted to write, to add another excerpt of life here, to dream and pretend….and then I realized I should have made dinner like…an hour ago. It’s been a überbusy day and while I sit here exhausted, I’m content with all that I got done today…except the fact I never did finish or even really start that conversation with mom. Anybody know a good recipe involving “stew” pork? Yeah I don’t know either…maybe that’s why it was on sale – nobody knows what to do with it.

Anyhow, since I’m lazy and want to write and share some small part of myself, I’m going to be lazy. I did one of these with Sam a long time ago and found this other one I never did but am going to do…so goodbye playlist – we’re dragging out the big guns out and showing what messed up songs come up to describe aspects of my life.

1. How does the world see you? Goatwhore – Silence Marked By the Breaking of Bone

2. Will I have a happy life? Finntroll – Slaget Vid Blodsälv

3. What do my friends really think of me? Bal-Sagoth – To Dethrone the Witch-Queen of Mytos K’unn

4. Do people secretly lust after me? Trivium – A Gunshot to the Head of Trepidation

5. How can I make myself happy? Black the Sky - Where Dead Man Lost Their Bones

6. What should I do with my life? Powerman 5000 – Ultra-Mega

7. What is some good advice for me? Linkin Park – Breaking the Habit

8. How will I be remembered? Metallica - The Frayed Ends of Sanity

9. What is my signature dancing song? Pantera – Cowboys from Hell

10. What do I think my current theme song is? Bipolar – As I Bleed

11. What does everyone else think my current theme song is? Ulver – Wolf and Destiny

12. What song will play at my funeral? Bal-Sagoth – Summoning the Guardians of the Astral Gate

13. What type of men/women do you like? Filter – Hey Man, Nice Shot

14. What is my day going to be like? Sepultura - Territory

15. What will tomorrow bring? Type O Negative – Blood and Fire

I love how some of these songs fit in beautifully while others make no sense at all. Especially ones in languages I don’t speak or understand…in fact, I would be willing to bet at least two of those words aren’t even real.

Sound Track of the darque faerie

Opening Credits: Dödheimsgard – Fluency

Waking up: Finding Core – In the Sun

First Day at School: Dark Fortress – Baphomet

Falling In Love: Infernal War - Prelude to Infernal Purification

Fight Song: Big Business – Start Your Digging

Breaking Up: All the Brightness – Blanket of Bliss

Prom: Foo Fighters - Everlong

Life’s Okay: Hinder – Use Me

Mental Breakdown: Lacuna Coil - Cold

Driving: Ra - Fear

Flashback: Yellow Machinegun – Right or Left

Getting Back Together: Nasum – The Masked Face

Wedding: All Shall Perish – Never Ending War

Birth of Child: Wumpscut – Praise Your Fears

Final Battle: At the Gates – Slaughter of the Soul

Funeral Song: Nevermore – The River Dragon Has Come

End Credits: Warzone – Ground Zero

Ehh…some of these are nicely ironic at least?

Anyhow, I’m off to bed.